Lux Fiat

 Let the light be shown through the opening that is the maw of life. Her vagina gives us sight. The will to move. The breath to escape this darkness. She gives pain through life as birth of feeling sets in.

Humility at best and your desire in to belief in.

 Humility at best is the abandonment of self righteousness in itself.

No group is more right than the other. This illusion of separation is the only method "needed" to have an ideological stance. I find abuse in many areas of what is considered compassion. Compassion is not nice, or polite. Compassion is aggressive. Compassion is kindness. Dichotomy is ingrained in us, it is part of the biological mechanism.

I found myself healing the most when I realise everyone is abused one way or another. And to forgive them I must forgive myself for thinking that they were doing it on purpose. Their influence has no affect on me. To be abused one must stay in the vicinity of the abuser. The victim is only a victim as much as one allows, being divide by their own wants and needs. Fear is the main tool of an abuser. Guilt is the main tool of the victim. Both are interconnected. And must be integrated to be understood.

As the teacher is the student, and the student the teacher, a victim can be the abuser, as the abuser the victim.

False Hope

 Don't create false hopes in the regard to the universe. The universe is impersonal. You superimpose what you want to experience. I know I will die doing what I love. My mother lived knowing. You can wish and pray all day, nothing's going to happen. Stop fooling yourselves. Get up off your knees and start doing. Do so hard that you can't be stopped. The fucking loser inside of you is crying for love and a new beginning. If life is just restarts and repeats, then doing nothing is just a good as doing in that case. I know that rock between a hard place. It's like that one movie when that guy had to cut his hand off or he would've died.

No regrets. It was all worth it. I am glad I spoke my mind. Fuck your delusion sense of creed and morality. I would never rape and treat a woman in such a way, nor do I want shit on my dick. It's common sense, to me. Morals don't make those choices. Logic and reason does. Morals mean that some kind of spirituality is involved demonstrated in a distorted manner by some arbitrary religion. The dichotomy has you completely projecting in a schizophrenic insanity. What you have here, actually, is an over-compensation for the over-all artificial guilt of the 1%. They are born into and trapped in a corrupt world. You will die for the dollar, so will they. You will die for the fix, so will they. Your four walls still elude to what is true. Still you play the game and they will, too. Those die in vain for the lie, only to find more on the other side. Each to their own is a blind god. We all consume our own waste after the customs of idiots. Pity the maker. Be blessed to never be burdened as a leader, as a ruler, as a "royal". I will die in peace. I, abandon. Release.